sch's so so so boring! had some make up classes for yesterday's miss. durin lect, received his msg. tot things could be fine. but well, i'm wrong. guess i'm always wrong when it comes to these.

idiotic weather causes mi to be down wif flu n be freezed all the time. boo~ it feels like dozens of work are piling on mi. gonna get crush soon lahs. so many hw n projects to be done. i'm so not going to make it.

tears juz fell. continuously. but y do i even cry? when u dunno wad i wan. not then. not even now. i dun wan any tian yan mi yu. i juz want you by my side. but u were nv there for mi especially when i needed you most. you were my prince. you once said u're never givin mi a chance to let you go. but u've made mi reconsidered tat sentence to whether u realli meant wad you've said, OR u juz say it for the sake of saying. n if wanting to meet u earlier, being with u for a longer time, wanting to spend the whole day wif you, having u to myself is wrong, den juz forget it. let mi never see u again since we were never meant to be. but i still love you.

death juz hit mi down hard. i'm juz afraid tat flip will die at this rate, fightin wif berry. =( it juz so happens to coincide wif my dream. i'm always rite wif my bad predictions. good things nv come true.

i'm juz sad/numbed/wadeva.

dreams are juz dreams. nv will they come true. even if it's so real. dreams are not reality. i hope my new yr's eve dream can come true. but it's juz so-not-going to happen.

blah blah blahs. it sucks lahs. i shall juz plan my days ahead. like going to the bank, payin my bill, gettin my lens, go shoppin n all. i'm gonna be so damn broke considerin tat i might have to bring flip to the vet if he's injury worsen. arghh~ i need spare cash!!!!

blehs.